Parenting can be both a joyful and heartbreaking journey. This June 24th, as I prepare to witness my daughter’s high school graduation, I can’t help but think about how much my late father would have relished this moment. He would have celebrated his 74th birthday by watching his granddaughter receive her diploma, a poignant reminder of the joy and sorrow that life brings. His absence is a powerful lesson in the duality of emotions: joy is often accompanied by grief.
When it comes to sending a child off to college, this balance becomes particularly evident. The excitement of launching my daughter into her next chapter is underscored by the bittersweet reality of saying goodbye to her childhood. I’ve experienced this once before with my son, Jake, and I know how the day will unfold. The commencement ceremony will be filled with anticipation, but as the familiar strains of “Pomp and Circumstance” play, I’ll feel a familiar ache in my stomach. It’s a feeling that echoes the loss I experienced when I lost my father.
The summer leading up to college will be a whirlwind of preparations, both for my daughter and for me as a single parent managing her loan debt. We’ll tackle the essential tasks together, from picking out bedding and opening bank accounts to purchasing a warm winter coat. Despite the financial strain, I’ll ensure she has the same high-quality down coat as her brother’s, because it’s necessary for the harsh Chicago winters. We might have to cut back on luxuries for a while, but it will be worth it.
However, there are aspects of her well-being that I cannot shield her from. While I can provide her with the same protective gear as her brother’s, preparing her for the realities of life as a woman is a different challenge altogether. My own experiences during my college years remind me of the dangers that lurk and the traumas that can occur. I’ve endured far too many unsettling incidents: an attempted assault in my dorm, being mugged at gunpoint, and even an incident of date rape. It’s a daunting list, and I hope my daughter will never have to face similar threats.
As I prepare her for college, I recognize that I can’t simply instruct her to be cautious; there’s no equivalent to a down coat for protecting her from the darker aspects of human nature. While we shop for supplies, I’ll offer her advice on how to navigate potential dangers, but the reality is that the freedom my son enjoys is not the same for my daughter. She understands this inequity and must now confront the challenges that come with being a young woman in today’s world.
I hope her college experience will be filled with academic pursuits rather than traumatic events. Yet, as I say farewell on the campus green, I know that my feelings of sadness will be intertwined with an unsettling dread about what lies beyond the safety of home.
In summary, sending a daughter to college presents unique challenges that differ significantly from those faced when sending a son. The emotional complexities of joy and sorrow, combined with the realities of gender-based risks, create a profound and often difficult experience for parents. As we navigate this transition, it’s essential to equip our daughters with the tools they need to thrive while remaining aware of the world’s realities.
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