As my son, now transitioning into his teenage years, walks in from soccer practice, I can’t help but notice how much he’s changed. His voice resonates with a depth that still surprises me, making me momentarily expect a stranger instead of my own child. The bubbly little boy who used to rush in with a bright smile and open arms has transformed into a more laid-back young man. His laughter doesn’t come as easily, and soon, I’ll be looking up into those once-sparkling blue eyes that will soon tower over me.
It’s undeniable that with every inch he grows, he seems to drift further away. Yet, the thought of counting down the summers until he leaves fills me with unease. I grasp the well-meaning advice from strangers who declare, “Cherish every moment, they’ll be grown before you know it.” While I recognize that the challenges of parenthood can sometimes overshadow the joys, these constant reminders about the fleeting nature of childhood create a pressure that often detracts from the beauty of the present.
As each school year wraps up quicker than the last, I feel the urgency of time slipping away. Yet, I refuse to engage in a futile struggle against the march of time. I won’t let the fear of upcoming goodbyes drain my energy or cloud my ability to cherish each moment. I don’t want to resent the natural progression of my children’s lives, nor do I wish to hinder their growth.
Their futures brim with promise; I can see it already. When the day comes for our last summer together, I hope they will burst forth into the world, filled with excitement and anticipation. Though my heart will ache at their departure, I know our bond is unbreakable. They will return, perhaps with partners and children of their own, filling my arms with more love.
So, instead of worrying about how many summers remain, I choose to embrace each one as it arrives. Each moment is a treasure, and I intend to savor them fully.
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In conclusion, I’m letting go of the countdown and focusing on enjoying the time we have together.