When I found out I was expecting my third child five years ago, I decided to evaluate our financial situation. My teaching position, which I cherished, offered a respectable salary. However, the impending childcare expenses for another baby would be substantial. The startling conclusion? I would essentially be paying my entire salary plus an additional $200 each month to our childcare provider until my oldest could attend public school. In essence, if I continued working, I would be financially in the red.
This situation, though absurd, is a reality many working parents confront. My partner and I deliberated extensively about my options. He urged me to keep my job, aware that my passion for teaching and being a full-time parent wouldn’t bring me joy. Yet, the numbers were daunting.
I wrestled with my decision for weeks. Then, during a dinner with a friend, she introduced a fresh perspective. She suggested I view the childcare expenses as an investment spread over the 18 years my children would be at home. She contended that enduring a financial strain for a few years was worthwhile if it meant preserving a job I loved for the long haul.
Ultimately, I made the choice to stay in my position. I scaled back my hours but remained employed. Thank goodness I did.
Last fall, as I embarked on a new school year with eager teenagers, my husband fell seriously ill. After Thanksgiving, he received a diagnosis of stage IV colon cancer. By January, he was gone. He had been a vibrant 40-year-old, active in CrossFit and running a small business. The speed of this turn of events left us reeling, and we hadn’t prepared for the future.
The initial months following his passing were a blur. Despite my grief, I quickly recognized that I needed to prioritize a few crucial aspects: ensuring financial stability for the kids, maintaining our health insurance, and keeping our home.
Fortunately, despite my reduced workload, I qualified for healthcare through my job once my husband’s employer-provided coverage ended. I had the option to return full-time in the following school year, adjust my retirement contributions, and my children were eligible for monthly Social Security benefits.
Moreover, we had resources that many do not—savings, insurance, and a supportive network of friends and family who ensured I didn’t have to prepare meals until summer. I managed to keep our house. Although my children faced unimaginable changes, they still encountered familiar faces at the playground, surrounded by the same community that had always uplifted them.
And I still have my job.
I’m not suggesting that every parent should continue working after having children. There are numerous valid reasons for staying home, especially if that’s what you desire. Sometimes, the financial burden of childcare makes it impossible for both parents to work. Other times, one partner’s job may demand so much that it necessitates the other to remain at home. I understand this well; I know many satisfied and financially stable stay-at-home parents.
However, life can throw unexpected challenges your way. Even when you think you’ve planned every aspect of your life and believe you’ve made the right choices, things can go sideways. Job loss, infidelity, or, in the worst-case scenario, death can all occur.
Years ago, before I even considered having children, a former roommate shared a lesson that has stuck with me. Her father left her mother while she was pregnant, leading her mother to struggle as a single parent for years. She advised her daughter, “Always ensure you can stand on your own two feet without a man.”
When I met my husband, I believed that I had secured that safety net. For over a decade and a half, I thought of that advice as something relevant to other women. My husband was devoted to our family, and he often expressed how much he valued me.
Yet, he is no longer with us, and I find myself navigating life as a single parent to three young children with no clear plan on how to manage it all.
Still, we will persevere. We have the means to do so for various reasons, but one significant factor is that I didn’t give up my job. Perhaps, on some level, I instinctively knew that walking away from my position would have been detrimental to my family’s future. Maybe a voice from the future whispered to me, “Whatever you do, do not quit your job.”
Others may consider securing a substantial insurance policy or devise alternative backup plans, and that’s perfectly fine. It’s essential to discover what works for you, but always ensure that you can sustain yourself if circumstances shift. Because life has a way of throwing curveballs.
I know this firsthand, and I can confidently assert: I am grateful for my job.
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In summary, holding onto my job turned out to be a crucial decision that has helped my family maintain stability through an incredibly challenging time. It’s vital for anyone in a similar position to consider the long-term implications of their choices.