During my last month of pregnancy with my first child, an event unfolded that would haunt me. On a calm December evening, my partner, Jake, went out for some grocery essentials. Out of nowhere, a drunk driver barreled toward our compact car, narrowly avoiding a collision by swerving at the last moment and crashing into a nearby hedge. To make matters worse, the driver then reversed into the path of Jake’s car, forcing him to hit the gas and escape a second potential disaster. The intoxicated individual was apprehended, but the experience left Jake rattled. When I heard what had transpired, I collapsed in tears.
This moment epitomizes the deep-seated fear that many of us with anxiety disorders experience — a paralyzing dread of vehicles. While we may drive and allow our loved ones to do the same, there’s an ever-present undercurrent of fear that grips us, manifesting in anxious “be careful” messages and heartfelt “I love yous.” Each time our loved ones step out, we cling to a final sight of them, and if they’re late returning home, panic sets in. We start calling, and if our calls go unanswered, dread seeps in, spiraling through our minds and bodies. We envision them in horrific scenarios: the flashing lights of emergency vehicles, the impact of a crash, the devastating aftermath. I often picture, if my partner is with our children, their tiny shoes left behind in a field of grass on the roadside.
When our loved ones finally arrive home, often frazzled from traffic or delays, we may experience profound relief, tears, or even anger. Cars are, indeed, terrifying.
The Statistics
The statistics are harrowing. You’re more likely to perish in a car accident than in a plane crash or a violent crime. The National Highway Traffic Safety Administration reported that in 2014 alone, 32,675 lives were lost on U.S. roads, nearly a third due to alcohol-related incidents. Furthermore, over 2.34 million people sustained injuries in accidents, with 2.5 million seeking emergency treatment in 2012, according to the CDC. For those of us riddled with anxiety, such figures become nightmarish realities that play out every time we wave goodbye to our loved ones or strap our children into their car seats.
We are the meticulous ones, the ones who check mirrors repeatedly and hesitate before changing lanes. We abstain from adjusting the radio while on the road, particularly where speed limits are often mere guidelines. We are cautious to not reach back to hand something to our kids, and we obsess over car seat safety (ask me about my rear-facing four-year-old!).
These actions provide us with a sense of control in a world where we feel helpless against the unpredictability of life. We ensure seat belts are fastened correctly, avoid distractions while driving, and double-check our surroundings before merging. Each precaution feels like a talisman against the chaos we cannot tame.
Close Calls
A friend’s vehicle was struck by a drunk driver early one Wednesday morning. Just yesterday, I nearly collided with another car on the freeway. My partner faced a close call on his way home when another vehicle swerved into his lane. We cannot prevent these incidents unless we confine our loved ones to a life without cars. This lack of control is what terrifies us most — the looming possibility that we or our loved ones could meet an untimely fate, leaving us powerless to intervene.
Navigating Anxiety
So, how do we navigate this anxiety? First, we must understand that this fear is not merely about cars; it’s about our struggle to maintain control. It’s about the terrifying unpredictability of loss. We need to address these deeper fears rather than merely the anxiety regarding vehicles. Acknowledging the need to surrender control is vital, and support from a qualified therapist can be invaluable in this process.
Dr. Lisa Hart encourages us to embrace surrender, reminding us that the universe is fundamentally benevolent and that releasing fear can lead to a sense of freedom. Other strategies involve visualization techniques, journaling about what being present means to you, grounding exercises such as taking walks, and reaching out for support. Remember, you are not alone in this struggle. Many share the same fears, especially regarding the safety of vehicles.
Further Reading
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Conclusion
In summary, anxiety surrounding cars often stems from a deeper fear of losing control and experiencing unpredictable loss. Recognizing this can help us address our fears more effectively. Embracing support and learning coping strategies can alleviate some of the burdens we carry.