“I would choose my sister over a vacation in Europe any day.” My friend Jenna offered this advice during a conversation about family size, but I found it hard to digest. “It’s not really that easy,” I countered.
My husband and I were contemplating whether to welcome a third child. After having our two boys so close together—something we hadn’t initially envisioned—I was feeling overwhelmed at 32, having two toddlers under two. Yet, the thought of closing the door on having more children felt premature. There was still a sense that our family wasn’t complete.
We analyzed our finances meticulously. Would we be able to afford private schooling? What about braces for three kids? With the way society is structured, a family of five often leads to logistical headaches—two hotel rooms when traveling, two taxis, and bigger tables at restaurants, if we could even find a place that accommodated five. And let’s not forget the looming concern of college tuition.
Yet, beneath these practical considerations lay deeper, more personal anxieties. Would having a third child diminish the quality of life for my first two? We were fortunate enough to earn a decent income, and we could provide a comfortable lifestyle for two kids—think private lessons, vacations, and all the frills. But could we still do that with three? I couldn’t shake the feeling that our desire for a third child might come at the expense of luxuries for the first two.
When I turned to Jenna, the oldest of three siblings, she reminded me again of her choice. Rather than a lavish trip, she cherished the bond she had with her brother, who was now in college. Her words resonated, yet I still hesitated. Was it selfish to prioritize a new child over experiences I could offer my older two? Would they resent missing out on adventures and opportunities?
To gain further insight, I reached out to Lisa, a friend with older children who had once shared similar concerns. Her response transformed my outlook: “I used to stress over those things,” she reflected. “But then I realized it’s not our job as parents to provide every experience. Sometimes, it’s better for our kids to forge their own paths.”
Her perspective felt liberating. Many parents, including myself, often adopt a “Giving Tree” mentality, going to great lengths to create picture-perfect childhoods. We hold extravagant birthday parties, personalize every aspect of their lives, and even invest heavily in their early sports careers. I had subconsciously accepted the notion that I needed to provide “Amazing” experiences for my children.
Eventually, we decided to go ahead and have that third child. And in a bold twist, we ended up welcoming a fourth! After all, we were already planning for two hotel rooms and had a minivan, so why not? Our vacations now involve more road trips and budget accommodations, and while we may not indulge in private lessons or elite schools, we always manage to provide for their essential needs. I still hope to take them to Europe someday, but perhaps in smaller groups.
Now, I view our family through a different lens. I think about future holidays with all of us together, bustling in the kitchen, tucked into one hotel room for adventures, and creating lasting memories from our simpler trips. I hope that my children will grow up with a wealth of cousins to support each other and share cherished moments. And if we cannot take them abroad, I trust they will find their way there one day, on their own terms.
We might not be able to offer every experience, but I’ve come to accept that it’s perfectly fine. We cherish what we can provide, which is already more than enough. I have faith that one day, they’ll echo Jenna’s sentiment, valuing family bonds over extravagant trips. Europe will be there when they’re ready to explore.
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Summary
The decision to expand a family often weighs heavily on parents, balancing the desire for more children against the practicalities of providing a comfortable lifestyle. This article shares a personal journey of navigating these choices, ultimately embracing the belief that family bonds can outweigh material luxuries and experiences.