From a young age, I dreamed of love and companionship. At just 5 years old, I pictured my life at 25, meeting you, and starting a family by 30, all while experiencing the utmost joy in my life.
However, my journey began at 4 years old when I was diagnosed with autism. This pivotal moment transformed my life completely. The struggle to find my voice led me to numerous therapy sessions, shaping the man I am today. Now, I travel across the country to share my story of resilience in overcoming challenges associated with autism, often with you by my side, cheering me on from the audience.
My Promises to You
In our relationship, I promise to show you unwavering love each day we share. I’ve come a long way from the child who shied away from touch due to sensory overload to someone who values affection, a transition that isn’t always easy for those on the spectrum. During disagreements, I will strive to listen and understand your viewpoint. When I need some space to decompress, I’ll communicate that to you. And in moments of triumph, I will make it a point to express how proud I am of you.
Our Future Together
Our wedding day will undoubtedly be one of my happiest memories, with you standing beside me. As we discuss the prospect of having children, I will turn to my parents for wisdom, drawing on their experiences raising me. My goal is to mirror the supportive father my dad was to me, always present through thick and thin.
The Journey of Love
Love has always been a desire of mine, despite the anxiety it sometimes brings. It has evoked an array of emotions in me, especially during my childhood when I faced bullying. I remember a classmate in high school telling me that no one would ever want to be with someone like me because I was different. Those words stung deeply, but I refused to let them define my future. I’ve had my share of relationships, and none compare to what I’ve found with you. It was never a question of if I would meet you, but rather when.
I am profoundly grateful for how you accept me, quirks and all, and for being the love I’ve longed for throughout my life. Our connection is a serene and beautiful one, and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. I will always cherish you for that.
Inspired by Sara LeeAnn Pryde’s touching letter to her husband, I felt compelled to share my own feelings in this message.
Resources for Others
For those navigating similar journeys, check out excellent resources on pregnancy and home insemination, such as this guide from Mount Sinai. Also, if you’re looking to boost fertility, consider exploring this post on fertility supplements. Additionally, the team at Intracervical Insemination provides valuable insights for those exploring self-insemination options.
Conclusion
In summary, this heartfelt letter expresses gratitude and love, emphasizing the importance of acceptance, communication, and support in a relationship. It highlights the journey of an autistic man finding joy and companionship with a partner who embraces him fully, despite life’s challenges.