I vividly recall asking my 4-year-old son, Lucas, how he felt about sharing his parents when I was expecting his sister. With his kind heart, he surprised me with a simple, “Not good.” After that, he dashed off, likely engaging in some wild adventure, but I filed his response away for future reflection. Despite his initial excitement about having a sibling—especially a sister, which he had wished for—he was beginning to grasp the changes ahead.
When his sister, Clara, arrived, she instantly became a part of our family in his eyes. He was mesmerized by her tiny features, gently caressed her soft cheeks, and often read to her while she lay in her bassinet. It felt as though she had always belonged with us, and he was the quintessential big brother.
However, things changed when she started crying, moving, and asserting her own will—often at the expense of his toys. The transition into toddlerhood brought even more challenges, with hitting and biting when Clara didn’t get her way. As a parent, I could see the complexities of their relationship. Lucas often had to manage his emotions better than a child of his age typically would, constantly being asked to include her in his activities or to be the “bigger person.”
It must be difficult to be the firstborn. I understand that he sometimes gets into trouble merely for defending himself or just wants to build in peace without interruptions. His needs often take a backseat to Clara’s louder demands, and our family outings now revolve around her learning experiences and comfort. Lucas is expected to be her teacher, playmate, and role model, and while he usually handles it well, I can’t help but feel a twinge of guilt when I see Clara curl up in my lap in the mornings. I wonder if he misses those quiet moments when he had my undivided attention. Does he remember those five years when it was just the two of us? Does he harbor any resentment towards her?
Yet, I also witness the pride he takes in her accomplishments—like when she first rode a bike without training wheels or recognized letters in books. Most memorably, the day she pronounced “supercalifragilisticexpialidocious” correctly was a cause for celebration. In those moments, Lucas glances at me, radiating pride as if to say, “Look at her! Isn’t she wonderful?”
So I choose to release the guilt. Clara brings so much to Lucas’s life—she fosters his sense of pride, strengthens his family ties, and teaches him invaluable social skills. She giggles at his jokes, joins him in building blanket forts, and idolizes every leap and climb he makes. In truth, she contributes far more to his life than she takes away.
Oh, and on top of that, he gets all the new bikes, which helps balance things out a bit!
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Summary
Parenting a firstborn can be challenging, especially when a new sibling arrives. The dynamics shift, and older siblings often feel the weight of responsibility and change. However, they also gain valuable life skills and experiences that enrich their lives. Understanding and nurturing these relationships can lead to a healthier family dynamic.