Last week, I received a call from my son’s school that instantly made my heart race and hands clammy. From the moment he entered the world, he was a bundle of energy—kicking and screaming, and once he was strong enough, he began tossing furniture in his room when things didn’t go his way. It’s quite the contrast from his father, who embodies calmness, and my other children, who are generally composed. While I might be the most anxious member of our family, I don’t tend to lose my temper or treat others poorly.
Struggles in Group Contexts
However, my son has always struggled to maintain his composure in group contexts. He craves attention, often acting impulsively and refusing to back down until he gets what he wants. These calls from school have become a weekly occurrence, and I’m still grappling with the reality. This time, it was to inform me that he decided it would be entertaining to throw an apple down the stairs between classes. He’s already on the “no pass” list, which means he cannot have a hall pass for bathroom breaks or locker visits due to his inability to handle that responsibility.
Behavior Tracking and Meetings
At the end of each day, he brings home a behavior sheet rated from one to four, where one indicates the worst behavior and four is the best. If he’s tardy to class, he has to spend his free time with a teacher. His father and I have met with his teachers three times this year to create a strategy to help him improve. Each meeting lasts an hour, but nothing seems to work.
“Did he hit anyone?” is always my first question. Once I hear the answer is no, I can breathe a little easier. But I know the pattern: he will face consequences, show improvement for a short while, and then revert back to his old ways. I collaborate with his teachers, support them, and talk to him right after school, even resorting to taking away all his devices and social time for weeks at a time. These disciplinary actions have become routine, but it’s clear that I need a different approach since nothing seems to stick.
The Challenges of Misbehavior
Dealing with a child who is frequently misbehaving brings its own set of challenges. You can’t simply implement a consequence and expect it to resolve the issue. You know the behavior is likely to resurface, and the exhaustion is palpable. I drop him off at school, imploring him to keep it together for the day, as I have so much on my plate.
When I see the school’s number pop up on my phone, a wave of anger washes over me. It’s a simmering rage that I struggle to contain. If I don’t manage my emotions, I know it won’t benefit anyone involved. I often preach to my children about not worrying about others’ opinions, yet I find myself deeply concerned about how my son’s behavior impacts the other students and their parents. It frustrates me that he doesn’t realize his actions affect not just himself but also those around him, including me.
The Fear of Being “That” Parent
Being the parent of “that” kid is frightening. It’s not just about getting through the day; it’s about worrying for their future. You question whether they will outgrow these behaviors and how their actions might limit their opportunities. The fear of losing friends looms large as other parents might decide they can’t associate with him anymore.
Feeling Helpless
As a parent, this journey makes me feel helpless and as if I’m failing. I feel like I’ve exhausted every possible avenue—strict consequences, tough love, nurturing attention, therapy, dietary changes, and quality time together. He has been observed and tested; he knows he is loved, well-cared for, and has friends and siblings who admire him.
The only conclusion I can reach is that he may not fully grasp the consequences of his actions. I can only hope that nothing drastic occurs before he decides to change his ways.
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Conclusion
In summary, parenting a child who frequently misbehaves can be overwhelming and exhausting. Despite trying various methods to instill better behavior, the struggle continues, raising concerns about their future and social relationships.