Nighttime used to belong to me. Then it became a tug-of-war, your little feet nestled beneath my ribs. Before long, contractions began—one after another—and I knew this was the moment. Now, it’s the relentless pull from the depths of sleep, triggered by your cries. Now, I find myself awake every couple of hours, enveloped in the sweet aroma of milk. It’s 12:45 AM, then 3:20 AM, and 5:30 AM, though some might argue that’s morning. Now, I wake in a state of alarm because you haven’t stirred.
Now, it’s your body against mine, radiating warmth like a flame. When was the last time I administered your medicine? Now, it’s a thud—your small frame tumbling from a bed that feels foreign. Now, it’s your breath on my face, urging my eyes to open in its rhythmic dance. Now, it’s whispers in the dark, a request for a glass of water, just one more. Now, it’s changing the sheets, dampened by accidents, with promises that it won’t happen again. Now, it’s your reading light, which you’ve forgotten to turn off.
Now, it’s you saying, “I’m worried, Mom, I can’t sleep.” Now, it’s the sound of footsteps on the stairs, “I’m not tired, Mom,” and perhaps, neither are you. Soon, it will be your bedtime stretching later than mine. Soon, you’ll be at a party I’ll need to pick you up from at midnight. Soon, it will be the creak of the front door, the clock keeping watch instead of me.
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Conclusion
In summary, the nighttime experiences of parenting evolve from personal solitude to shared awakenings filled with warmth, worry, and the bittersweet passage of time. Each moment shapes the journey of both parent and child, leading to new milestones and challenges.