The other day, I found myself in the living room, captivated by the sound of my partner, Sarah, laughing heartily. She was engrossed in an episode of “iCarly” on Netflix with our daughter, and her laughter was pure and infectious. After knowing Sarah for 17 years, I can confidently say that she has a soft spot for cheesy teen comedies, and it’s utterly charming.
Shows like “Hannah Montana” and “Sam and Cat” always bring a smile to her face. Each time she watches, she chuckles and then exclaims, “I shouldn’t find this so funny,” only to laugh even harder. But this particular moment was special; it marked the first time I heard her belt out laughter like that since her hospitalization.
Back in November, Sarah spent over three weeks in the hospital battling sepsis. To illustrate how dire the situation was, one ER doctor told us that if we had delayed bringing her in by even an hour, she might not have survived. That moment nearly brought me to tears. She was in the ICU for three days, and during that time, I feared I might lose her. The day she returned home was the highlight of an otherwise challenging year.
Fortunately, her recovery has been progressing well. She’s been working from home, regained her appetite, and even started driving again. Her follow-up appointments have become less frequent, and she’s back to arguing with the kids over homework and chores, which is a good sign of her strength returning. At the start of the year, she began walking a couple of miles a day again, but I haven’t seen her run since before her illness.
While she’s been chuckling at my dad jokes and laughing at her students during Zoom sessions, nothing compared to that joyful burst of laughter I heard last Sunday. It was a sound that brought me immense comfort after everything we had endured.
Experiencing the near loss of someone you love deeply can profoundly change your perspective. I’ve always considered myself someone who appreciates the little things, but Sarah’s health scare has magnified those moments in ways I never expected. I find immense joy in the simple things I used to overlook, like the sweet way she hums in the morning while making breakfast or how adorable she looks when she stands on her toes to peek through the peephole.
When you face the possibility of losing someone you cherish, you cannot help but root for their recovery and watch for signs that they are returning to their former selves. Every little detail that reemerges after their illness is a wave of comfort, a reminder that they are healing.
So, without any hesitation, I sat in the other room, soaking in the sound of Sarah giggling about how she shouldn’t be finding this so funny. A wave of tranquility washed over me, and I felt grateful that her quirky laughter was still part of my life. I kept my thoughts to myself, not wanting to intrude on her good mood, but I relished the knowledge that the woman I love more than anyone else was taking another step toward full recovery, filling me with optimism for the first time in months.
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In summary, the experience of nearly losing a loved one has given me a new appreciation for the simple joys of life and the small moments that make it truly special.