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As I scrolled through my social media feed, I couldn’t help but feel a pang of envy. My friends were enjoying spring break with their families, hiking, playing at the beach, and exploring national monuments. Meanwhile, I found myself stuck on the couch, surrounded by my kids and their messes, lacking the energy to make our spring break memorable. I hadn’t felt like myself for quite some time.
Living with an autoimmune disease, I assumed I was experiencing a prolonged flare-up, but the symptoms felt different this time. I was perpetually exhausted despite getting plenty of sleep and relying on caffeine to get through the day. My brain was clouded with fog — I often started sentences only to forget what I was saying or repeated myself because I couldn’t recall having said something earlier.
My sensory sensitivities had increased significantly. Noise became unbearable, particularly with four children at home. Harsh lights bothered me so much that I found myself going around the house turning them off and even wearing sunglasses indoors on particularly bad days. No matter how much water I drank, I always felt parched. My arms and hands tingled frequently, and I woke up with stiff, swollen joints.
Then, food sensitivities began to emerge. It started with just a couple of items like avocados and strawberries (yes, the healthy ones). Soon, I couldn’t tolerate popcorn, fish, or even chocolate! Each of these foods left me feeling inflamed.
At times, I believed I was on the brink of something dire, yet medical tests only indicated a slightly low B12 level and a minor kidney stone. Nothing alarming enough to explain my misery. I felt apathetic, going through the motions instead of experiencing genuine emotions. Dietary changes, exercise, meditation — nothing seemed to help. There was no prescribed medication because no clear need had been identified.
A conversation with a dental hygienist shifted my perspective. During a routine cleaning, we discussed my medical history, including my autoimmune condition and my breast cancer diagnosis from three years prior. I mentioned my mastectomy and subsequent reconstruction with breast implants. She shared a story about a friend who had similar health issues and found relief after having her implants removed. I had heard of Breast Implant Illness (BII), but I didn’t know anyone personally affected.
A few weeks later, I woke up feeling particularly awful, as usual, but something compelled me to research BII that day. Within hours, I realized my implants might be the source of my inexplicable illness. I had transformed from an active and vibrant individual to someone who felt like a rapidly aging zombie.
I rushed to my husband’s office, declaring, “I want my implants out.” He was taken aback since we’d never discussed this before. But I shared my findings, and for the first time in years, I felt a surge of excitement about a decision. I was determined to part ways with my implants.
I reached out to my plastic surgeon, who supported my decision to remove both the implants and the surrounding capsules. I scheduled the surgery shortly thereafter, though it ended up being postponed for several months due to rising COVID-19 cases. I felt disheartened but remained resolute. With each passing day closer to my surgery, my certainty grew stronger.
My experience isn’t unique. Research revealed that numerous women have had their implants removed and experienced significant improvements in their health. Many reported mysterious autoimmune symptoms with no clear diagnosis. There is no definitive test for BII, nor is it an officially recognized medical condition. But ask any woman who has chosen to remove her implants after enduring illness for months, years, or even decades, and they will share their truths.
Now, nearly six weeks post-surgery, I can confidently say I’ve noticed major changes in my health. I have a newfound sense of energy. During recovery, I found it hard to sit still; I felt more awake than I had in over three years. Symptoms like rib and shoulder pain, constipation, sensory issues, and brain fog have started to dissipate.
I feel like I am rediscovering my true self. Embracing my flat-chestedness has brought me happiness and relief. It’s strange not having my implants anymore, but the freedom from my previous health struggles is a tremendous gift. I no longer feel like I’m dying or trapped in a purposeless existence. I’ve found hope, and for that, I gladly say goodbye to my breast implants.
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