As I sat in the driveway for a moment after dropping the kids off, my head rested against the steering wheel, and I fought back tears. I had lost my patience — yet again. Overwhelmed and questioning my abilities, I thought, “I’m failing them. I’m not giving each of them what they need. They deserve a mom who can handle this.” That thought alone was enough to make the tears flow. The mere idea of my kids with another mother was unbearable; yet some days, being their mom feels like an insurmountable challenge.
Why Do We Moms Put So Much Pressure on Ourselves?
We hold ourselves to these lofty standards of motherhood that we rarely meet. Instead of recognizing our efforts, we often dwell on our shortcomings. We find ourselves hiding in our cars, bedrooms, or even bathrooms, trying to cope with feelings of inadequacy without burdening our children.
This struggle isn’t entirely our fault. Society, parenting literature, and social media bombard us with expectations about what a “good” parent should be doing. We’re constantly confronted with conflicting advice about how to best support our children, leading to a pervasive sense of guilt and fear that we’re somehow failing them. If we also grew up without solid role models, it can feel like a recipe for perpetual self-criticism.
It’s Time to Break This Cycle of Self-Doubt
When I find myself spiraling into negativity about my parenting, I remind myself that our children are ours for a reason. They are here with us, and regardless of whether you think it’s fate or coincidence, we can be the parents they need. Perfection is not a prerequisite for good parenting. If you care enough to read this article, you are more than enough for your children. Love them to the best of your ability, and they will continue to love you right back, even when you stumble — and we all do.
Sure, some of us face significant challenges that impact our parenting. Others may be healing from past wounds or juggling life’s demands that leave us feeling stretched thin. Despite these realities, we must trust that we are sufficient for our kids.
Learning from Our Children
Through 17 years of parenting, I’ve discovered that children are remarkably forgiving when we acknowledge our mistakes and sincerely apologize. I’ve had to swallow my pride and say “I’m sorry” to my kids countless times. Just today, after my emotional moment in the car, I gathered my children and said, “I’m really sorry. I was frustrated, but I shouldn’t have yelled. That was unfair. I apologize.” Without missing a beat, my youngest replied, “It’s okay, Mom. We all lose our cool sometimes.” Then, they hugged me and went on with their day.
Kids often forgive our faults more readily than we do. Let’s take a cue from them and practice self-compassion. As long as we’re doing our best, we can trust that we are enough for them.
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In Summary
It’s essential to recognize that you are enough for your children. Embrace your imperfections and remember that love can bridge any gaps. Practice self-forgiveness and know that you are not alone in this journey.