By: Jake Thompson
In a recent disagreement with my wife, Sara, we found ourselves in a heated argument over a cookie. While she rested with a cold, I took the opportunity to tidy up the kitchen and stumbled upon a cookie she had been saving for later. Assuming it was fair game, I devoured it, only to discover it was precious to her, meant for after her nap.
Several factors contributed to our spat. Sara had been unwell for a few days, and I was beginning to catch her cold. I thought I was being a supportive husband by letting her rest, but the reality was that she was in need of recovery. After over a decade of marriage, we often find ourselves in silly arguments, and this one was no exception. With a week filled with sick kids and a sick partner, it was absurd how much stress we allowed to bubble over regarding a mere cookie.
In the midst of the exchange, I felt like the victim, while Sara felt slighted. We went back and forth, each of us too stubborn to take responsibility. This is often what happens in a marriage; two individuals can become entrenched in minor conflicts, losing sight of the bigger picture. Eventually, later that night, I mustered the courage to apologize sincerely. In that moment, it was as if the tension had lifted. We could finally address the real issue—our shared stress from a household full of illness.
Apologizing can have a profound impact. However, it’s important to remember that an apology should be genuine. You don’t need to say sorry for everything, nor should you apologize when you don’t truly mean it. The power of an apology lies in its ability to foster healthy dialogue. In my experience, offering an apology often creates an environment where both parties feel comfortable discussing underlying issues, leading to meaningful change.
Reflecting on my father, who passed away during his fourth divorce, I realize that he never seemed to apologize. His pride may have kept him from acknowledging his faults, and the unresolved grievances he left behind ultimately contributed to the collapse of his relationships. From my father’s absence, I learned the importance of expressing remorse, and I hope my three children will see their parents apologize and learn from our actions.
I frequently apologize to my kids, especially my middle child, Lily, who is prone to sulking and holding grudges. I often kneel down, look her in the eye, and express my regrets over various missteps. In those moments, she opens up, and we can address the real issues at hand. I always emphasize that an apology doesn’t mean admitting fault; it shows that I care enough to lower my guard. It’s about extending an olive branch and expressing a desire to resolve conflicts and strengthen our bonds.
However, the phrase “I’m sorry” can carry the weight of admitting wrongdoing, which is not necessarily my intention when I apologize. I do it to alleviate the tension and demonstrate my love for my family. By humbling myself, I aim to prioritize our relationship over my own pride.
If you find it difficult to apologize, consider reframing your perspective. Approach your next impasse as an opportunity to express love rather than fault. This shift can significantly enhance your relationships with your partner and children.
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In summary, recognizing the value of a heartfelt apology can transform not just your marriage but also your family’s overall dynamic. It’s never too late to mend fences and show your loved ones that you care.