Life hasn’t taken away her self-love yet.
By Jamie Thompson
I watch my four-year-old daughter as she stands in front of the full-length mirror, wearing a hand-me-down dress and leggings, barefoot with her wild hair. She twirls around, clutching the fabric and exclaims, “Wow. I am so beautiful.”
I’m filled with pride, yet terrified that I might ruin her self-esteem. She still holds onto that innocent self-love, but I know that won’t last forever. I find myself envious of her pure moment of joy because, after years of battling my own body image issues, appreciating my reflection feels nearly impossible. Perhaps understanding my journey can help me pave a better path for her.
Could it have been my height? I was always the tallest girl, feeling out of place and awkward. Classmates often described me as “big,” which made me feel like I was taking up too much space. It wasn’t until I joined a competitive basketball team that I began to embrace my height, realizing that I could be strong and confident. Meeting taller guys in college showed me that I could feel feminine, and that maybe I wasn’t so “big” after all.
I often think my issues stem from adult experiences with social media and the unrealistic standards it showcases. I blame Photoshop, filters, and the distorted images on my feeds. But as I reflect, I recognize that my struggles began much earlier and were shaped by formative experiences.
Perhaps it was high school boys who made hurtful comments, like one who joked about my forehead or another who ridiculed my hands. Their immature remarks burrowed into my confidence.
Maybe it was my friends. I vividly remember the shock when I indulged in a chocolate bar during lunch and a friend scolded me for its calorie count. Shortly after, I went on my first diet. In college, I witnessed friends develop eating disorders, which influenced my self-perception as I saw them scrutinize their own bodies.
Or maybe it was the women around me. My family and friends were supportive, but they were often critical of themselves. Their dissatisfaction with their own bodies inevitably affected how I viewed mine. If only we could see each other through kinder eyes.
How do I combat such deep-seated issues? How can I protect my daughters from this cycle?
I plan to be honest with them. I will tell them how perfect they are while downplaying the significance of physical appearance. I will do my best to monitor their social media exposure and have open conversations about the realities behind the images they see. I want to encourage them to engage in activities that build their confidence, like dominating their rivals in sports. And if any boy dares to belittle them, I’ll be there to support them fiercely.
I will also work on my own insecurities. I’ll strive to find joy in my reflection and vocalize those moments. I won’t pretend to be perfectly happy all the time, as I believe that unrealistic expectations won’t benefit them. I will share my struggles and my experiences as a woman in today’s world. Together, we can forge a path that is less critical and more forgiving. But it won’t be easy.
Jamie Thompson is a former lawyer and a mother of four who embraces the messiness of life. She lives in Portland, Oregon.
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