As a parent of a child with unique needs, I often find that comparing my daughter’s journey to that of other kids is one of my toughest battles. This challenge isn’t exclusive to me; it resonates with many parents navigating similar paths.
I recall a conversation with a close friend before I even had children. She shared how parents often yearn for their kids to excel—be it in fashion, academics, or overall charm. When you have a child with special needs, however, this comparison takes on a whole new magnitude. The differences become glaringly obvious, and developmental delays are often apparent to onlookers.
Whenever we’re out and about with my daughter, well-meaning strangers frequently approach us, eager to compliment her. “How old is she?” they ask. “17 months,” I respond. The next question is almost always, “Is she walking yet?” My usual reply is, “Not quite,” but the truth is, she isn’t even crawling. I can sense their judgment as they mentally compare her to other children her age, particularly those of their own. It’s especially challenging when the question comes from a fellow parent, and while I resist the urge to explain—because honestly, it’s nobody’s business—there’s a nagging part of me that wants to defend her and my parenting efforts.
Daycare amplifies these feelings of comparison. I see her peers reaching major developmental milestones, and I’m struck by how some younger kids are already showcasing skills she hasn’t yet mastered. This is particularly concerning as we approach the 18-month mark, the time when children typically transition to the next classroom, where strong walking skills are a must to avoid being overwhelmed by other toddlers. Our plan is to keep her in the baby classroom a bit longer, but this means the gap between her and her peers may continue to widen.
What frightens me most isn’t just the difference between my daughter and other children; it’s the uncertainty of whether she will ever acquire these skills. I can set aside my competitive instincts, but the unknown looms large, creating anxiety.
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I’m actively working on curbing my tendencies to compare. As the saying goes, “If the grass looks greener on the other side, water your own lawn.” My new mission is to celebrate our own small victories. These are moments that might easily be overlooked but are significant in our everyday lives. For example:
- While my daughter may not be crawling, she’s managing to balance herself quite well in my lap!
- Even though she’s not walking beside me in the store yet, she can sit independently in the shopping cart!
- Although she hasn’t mastered self-feeding, she’s begun exploring new flavors and has developed a love for clementines!
Every small achievement deserves recognition.
And it goes beyond merely celebrating milestones. I cherish my daughter for who she is. Her laughter can light up any room, and her smile radiates joy. She adores her family and friends at daycare. Her determination to learn new things rivals my own focus as a project manager. Her enthusiasm for car rides and music assures me that she’ll always share a special bond with her dad.
My daughter is a unique individual who deserves to be appreciated on her own terms. The more we focus on celebrating her essence rather than her abilities, the more joy we can find together.
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In summary, while the temptation to compare can be strong, focusing on our individual journeys and celebrating the unique milestones of our children can lead to greater joy.