I recently underwent a surgical procedure known as a panniculectomy. Often mistaken for a tummy tuck, this non-cosmetic surgery is specifically meant to eliminate what some refer to as an abdominal apron, or “mother’s apron”—medically termed an abdominal pannus. This condition is characterized by excess skin and fat that hangs down beyond the bikini line, resembling a sagging belly.
In simpler terms, it’s that sometimes oversized, droopy belly we all know. Different names float around, like FUPA, but there’s ongoing debate about its precise definition. Some, including celebrities, have different interpretations, leading to varied opinions on the terminology.
Regardless of what you call it, a panniculectomy involves surgically removing this excess skin. While some people opt for this procedure after significant weight loss and achieve a flatter stomach, it isn’t a tummy tuck. It doesn’t tighten muscles, and for those of us who are still plus-sized, a flat stomach isn’t guaranteed.
So why did I choose to undergo such a substantial surgery? My decision was driven by two main factors.
Medical Reasons
Firstly—and most crucially—I had medical reasons for seeking this procedure. Over the past two decades, my weight fluctuated dramatically, and after three C-sections, my once cute little belly roll transformed into a hefty pannus that extended to my mid-thigh. Yes, you read that right. It was becoming quite a challenge.
Despite losing a considerable amount of weight after my daughter was born, my pannus remained stubbornly in place, causing discomfort. My lower back began to feel the strain, and exercising became increasingly difficult. I even developed a persistent yeast rash under my apron belly, which was painful and took weeks to heal. That pushed me to seriously consider the surgery.
Personal Considerations
Of course, I won’t deny that I was also curious about how a panniculectomy might alter my appearance. Clothes just don’t fit well when you have a significant pannus. Finding outfits that suited my body was frustrating, and I felt excluded from the fashion world. I love expressing myself through clothing, but accommodating my apron belly was often impossible.
I’m comfortable in my fat body and appreciate it for all it’s done for me over the years. However, I won’t pretend I wasn’t excited about how much better clothes would fit me post-surgery.
The Approval Process
The approval process for the surgery was surprisingly smooth. It took less than two months from my initial consultation with my doctor to the day the skilled surgeon performed the procedure. Fortunately, my insurance covered the entire cost, which was a staggering $60,817. I realize how fortunate I am, as not everyone has access to such coverage.
Post-Surgery Experience
As for the surgery itself, it turned out to be less painful than I anticipated. Just a week post-op, I feel good overall. I followed my pain management plan diligently and experienced minimal discomfort. I’ve been moving around without any issues since just a few hours after the surgery.
Interestingly, my surgeon removed a staggering NINETEEN POUNDS from my abdomen. That’s almost as much as my toddler! I feel confident that this was the right choice for both my physical and mental well-being. I can’t wait to go swimsuit shopping next spring—styles that didn’t work for me before are now within reach!
The incision stretches from hip to hip, and I have two surgical drains for support. It’s evident that I underwent a significant operation, but I’m still a fat woman post-surgery, and that’s completely okay with me. While some may achieve flat stomachs after a panniculectomy, I still have a round belly, just in a different shape. I jokingly say I resemble a character from a movie, and I’m embracing that!
Looking in the mirror post-surgery, I felt cute and confident in my new pajamas. My body feels more like home, reminding me of how I used to feel before life changed it. I’m excited for the healing process and to see how my body evolves.
I know some within the fat community may criticize my choice, but it was right for me, and I have no regrets. If you feel a panniculectomy might be beneficial for you, consulting your regular doctor is a great first step.
Further Reading
For more insights, check out this related post on our blog. Also, if you’re exploring pregnancy options, resources like this one can be incredibly helpful.
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In summary, my experience with panniculectomy was transformative. It’s essential to recognize that each journey is personal and valid. Ultimately, the choice to undergo such a procedure should be made on an individual basis, considering both medical and personal factors.