Early in our marriage, my partner and I made the decision that one of us would stay home with our children during their early years. For a variety of personal reasons, I took on the role of primary caregiver, managing everything from childcare and extracurriculars to laundry and grocery shopping. My partner assumed the role of the financial provider, ensuring I wouldn’t have to worry about bouncing checks while handling those grocery trips. Our choice to adopt this traditional family structure may seem cliché, but it was a fitting arrangement for our unique situation. I fully recognize the privilege of having this choice available to us.
While there are pros and cons to our decision, and it represents just one of many possible family dynamics, our uneven approach has generally served us well. That said, it hasn’t been without its challenges. I spent years knee-deep in spit-up, diaper changes, and endless tears. I often found myself unable to enjoy a moment of solitude in the bathroom or a quiet lunch. My law degree gathered dust on a shelf, and my career ambitions were buried beneath piles of laundry.
On the flip side, my partner faced the stress of being the sole breadwinner. During the Great Recession, he sacrificed sleep and peace of mind, striving to climb the ranks at his law firm while worrying about providing for our family. Achieving any semblance of balance felt utterly unattainable.
Now that our children are in school, we’ve begun to reclaim some sense of balance. I’ve taken on a part-time job from home and occasionally catch up with friends, although I still manage most of the grocery shopping and all the laundry. My partner continues to work long hours, but he now has more control over his schedule. He regularly organizes “Dad’s Day” with our sons when I’m out with friends or attending work events. Occasionally, he can sneak away from the office to take the boys to school or to a baseball game. With my part-time job, the financial strain he carried for so long has eased, albeit slightly.
Despite these signs of balance, our lives still feel uneven. Most days, one aspect weighs more heavily than another, and we feel the pressure of this delicate imbalance. This feeling is intensified by societal expectations that life should be perfectly balanced, leading us to believe we’re somehow failing. No matter whether you follow a traditional model like ours, share responsibilities equally, or shoulder it all alone (kudos to you!), it’s likely we all experience moments of imbalance. Life can easily become a series of unchecked to-do lists, as a friend recently pointed out.
It can be overwhelming. The chaos feels unmanageable, and we often convince ourselves that we need more balance—work-life balance, to be specific. But I’ve come to realize that this notion of balance is fundamentally flawed. It’s an ideal that drives us to madness.
Don’t misunderstand me; it would be wonderful if we could achieve the perfect equilibrium, juggling every responsibility while checking off all the boxes. However, much of the time, that’s simply not feasible. The concept of balance represents an unreachable perfection, and since perfection is a myth, balance is, too.
I can’t help but wonder if this constant quest for balance is just another misguided attempt to have it all. We forget that life is inherently seasonal. It unfolds in cycles of growth and retreat, of progress and regression. Our careers often flourish in tandem with family life, and friendships that once thrived may become inconvenient yet crucial. There are periods filled with ambition, home-building, and family development, interspersed with moments of letting go.
Life comprises different seasons—some filled with nurturing and flourishing, others marked by rest and reflection. There will be times when work and personal life align harmoniously, where relationships feel stable, and we manage to juggle everything with ease. However, these moments of balance are fleeting and are not the standard. Many days—and sometimes even months—are consumed by chaos. There are days filled with toddler tantrums and endless meetings, but there are also magical days of long talks with friends and leisurely walks.
Ultimately, real balance can only be viewed from a distance; it cannot be coerced or micromanaged. Yet, society bombards us with pressure to excel in every role: as parents, professionals, neighbors, friends, and partners—all at once. This relentless pursuit of balance only adds to our feelings of inadequacy.
Life is unpredictable and often chaotic, particularly when children are involved. It can be challenging and incredibly fulfilling at the same time. We cannot dictate how life’s waves will crash upon us; we must learn to ride them, accepting that balance may be buried beneath the surface like a hidden gem.
If all else fails, remind yourself: balance is a myth.
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Summary
In this reflection, Jenna Albright discusses the illusion of balance in family life, sharing personal experiences of caregiving and financial responsibility within her marriage. Acknowledging the societal pressures surrounding balance, she emphasizes that life is inherently seasonal and chaotic, and that the pursuit of balance often leads to feelings of inadequacy. Ultimately, she concludes that balance is a myth, and encourages readers to embrace the unpredictability of life.