Every time I scroll through Ava Johnson’s Instagram, I can’t help but admire her radiant beauty. Not only is she stunning, but her body positivity makes her even more appealing. I have a serious admiration for her (and my partner is totally aware, so it’s all good).
Recently, Ava shared the exciting news of her second pregnancy with her husband, Mark Thompson, and has been delightfully documenting her growing baby bump. I can’t stop swooning; she looks even more beautiful during this time, and her confidence has sparked my own longing for another child. Thanks a lot, Ava!
However, my partner is not on board with the idea of expanding our family. I totally get it. The last time we tried to grow our family, we ended up with twins. Now that they’re six years old, I find myself experiencing baby fever. Ava’s pregnancy updates (and the adorable photos of her first child) stir up all the emotions. But we all know social media is merely a highlight reel, and my partner has valid concerns about the challenges of adding another little one to our lives.
My pregnancy experience was mostly wonderful until week 32, when I was diagnosed with preeclampsia. Surprisingly, I had no clue anything was wrong until a routine check-up took a concerning turn. With 60% of Black expectant mothers diagnosed with this potentially life-threatening condition compared to their white counterparts, I was shockingly unaware of the seriousness of my situation.
I didn’t experience any noticeable symptoms. Physical signs of preeclampsia can include severe headaches, vision changes, and upper abdominal pain — all of which I attributed to carrying two babies. Other signs, like sudden weight gain and nausea, can easily be dismissed during pregnancy. The only indication something was amiss came when I was connected to fetal monitors, and the doctor discovered my blood pressure was alarmingly high, prompting immediate hospitalization for further evaluation.
Let’s skip the details of my intense five-day hospital stay; suffice it to say, that experience made me more mindful of my health. Thankfully, my twins were delivered healthy at 36 weeks. Although that was my only pregnancy, I find myself missing the experience — especially when I see Ava’s stunning maternity photos. Despite the health scare, nothing compares to the joy of carrying a baby and the mix of excitement and trepidation that comes with it.
Ava Johnson’s pregnancy photos remind me of a joyful time in my life when I felt undeniably beautiful. I embraced my body’s changes without criticism. For 36 weeks, I cherished my body for the incredible work it was doing, and that made me feel beautiful, albeit tired.
Maybe my partner is right; I should be thankful we don’t have to buy more diapers or navigate the chaos of car seats and strollers. These should make me feel content, but I miss those days. I yearn for the tiny clothes, the multiple pacifiers in every bag, and the sweet moments like watching my children take their first steps — a cherished video I replay often. I also miss celebrating milestones, like their first tooth or their transition to solid foods.
Perhaps the reason Ava’s pregnancy posts resonate so deeply with me is that they evoke memories of a time filled with joy and self-love alongside my little ones. I long to experience that again: holding my newborn for the first time, inhaling the sweet scent of a baby, and basking in the wonder of it all.
Even with the chaos of raising six-year-old twins, my partner and I strive to be role models for our children, teaching them the importance of body positivity and self-love. I see that shared message in Ava’s confidence, and it inspires me.
For now, I’ll continue to follow Ava’s updates on her second pregnancy through her Instagram page. It has to be enough since my partner is unlikely to agree to adding another baby to our cozy home. Ava’s posts serve as a reminder that, even without a pregnancy, I can still embrace my beauty. My admiration for Ava Johnson will undoubtedly persist, even as I hope my baby fever doesn’t linger too long.
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Summary:
This article reflects on the author’s admiration for Ava Johnson and her beautiful pregnancy journey, which reignites her desire for another child. It touches on the challenges and joys of pregnancy, the importance of body positivity, and the bittersweet memories of raising twins.