This narrative revolves around a boy and the transformation of his bedroom. On our first night in this new house, nine years ago, he drifted off to sleep surrounded by towering boxes. Before he succumbed to slumber, I read to him from his cherished book, The Stinky Cheese Man and Other Fairly Stupid Tales, which I had packed alongside his teddy bear and his freshly acquired checkered comforter, labeling the box “Open First.”
After the story, I lay beside him for a while, the lights still aglow. He expressed that he wasn’t ready for the lights to go out or for me to leave. So, I pressed the concealed button on the teddy bear’s heart, triggering the familiar 30-second recording of me singing a few lines from “Help.” This had become his lullaby during his infancy—a time when I was so sleep-deprived that I struggled to remember the lyrics to any other song:
“When I was younger, so much younger than today
I never needed anybody’s help in any way…”
As I watched him slowly drift into sleep, I couldn’t help but admire his golden lashes and flawless skin. He was at an enchanting age, straddling the line between childlike wonder and the onset of teenage rebellion—a blissful time that I yearned to cherish. What a remarkable boy he was! His laughter was infectious, and his tears tugged at my heartstrings. Even if he were to sell dirt door-to-door, I was certain that just one glance at his face would compel me to buy a truckload.
We sang together, pressing the button repeatedly until he finally slipped into dreamland. I had resolved to unpack all the boxes in his room, ensuring he would awaken to a completely transformed space. The past six months leading up to our 1,400-mile move had been challenging: his father had relocated ahead for work, while we remained behind to complete the school year. That winter had been harsh, marked by relentless ice storms and difficult farewells to friends and cherished places. My goal was to bring him joy, to repay some of the happiness he had given me simply by being himself. I envisioned a room that he would love, where he could continue to create fantastical characters and build intricate Lego creations.
Fortunately, he was a deep sleeper. I hung clothes in the closet, placed capes and hats on wooden pegs, decorated the walls with pictures, filled shelves with books, and arranged toys in his red wooden wagon. I proudly displayed his Lego masterpieces, tucked trading cards into a shoebox beneath the bed, and laid his moon-and-stars rug on the floor. Over his bed, I hung a cheerful yellow Styrofoam sun.
By 4 a.m., my work was complete. I even flattened and stowed away the boxes in the garage. Before heading to bed, I set my alarm for 8 a.m.—I was eager to witness his reaction upon waking.
At 7 a.m., I felt a gentle touch on my arm. “Mom,” he whispered. “Wake up, please.”
I stirred, surprised at his early rise. “Why are you awake already?”
“Because something happened while I was sleeping,” he replied, his voice filled with excitement.
“What is it?”
“My room is so nice! The boxes are gone,” he exclaimed. “You have to come see!”
Fast forward to last week, when I packed up that same room as he began his freshman year of college. Some belongings would be discarded, others donated, while a few would be kept for nostalgia. His Legos and trading cards remained, but most of his childhood possessions had been replaced or boxed away over the years. The walls still held a few drawings and photos; he had sent his favorite posters, including several of The Beatles, to his dorm. His closet was mostly bare, save for a few plastic-wrapped items—my husband’s old judo uniform, the wool blazer gifted by my mother, and the miniature leather jacket he wore while pretending to be Elvis.
As I cleaned, I vacuumed the curtains, bedding, and remnants of dried toothpaste from the carpet. I dusted off the sun with the smiling face. The button on the bear had lost its charm long ago, but I settled on his bed and sang the lullaby one final time:
“Help me if you can, I’m feeling down
And I do appreciate you being ’round
Help me get my feet back on the ground
Won’t you, please, please help me?”
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Summary
This touching narrative recounts a mother’s heartfelt experience of transforming her son’s room during a challenging move. It highlights the bittersweet moments of childhood, the joy of creating cherished memories, and the changes that come with growing up.