On a quiet Thursday morning, the familiar tune of a Peter Pan song dances down the hallway, interrupting my thoughts. I can’t help but smile as I tiptoe towards my son’s room, where he’s surrounded by colorful Lego creations.
“What are you singing, darling?” I ask, peering into his world.
He gasps, eyes wide with surprise. “MOM! You’re not supposed to hear it! It’s a secret!”
Feigning innocence, I reply, “What secret? I didn’t hear anything at all.”
His grin lights up the room, the kind of smile that melts my heart. “Oh, I know you’re just joking, Mom,” he says, his nose crinkling adorably.
Every Mother’s Day, I find joy in the simple gifts: fluffy scrambled eggs with American cheese, a hanging plant, a fresh pair of running shoes, and bright pink gardening gloves. I cherish the nature hike along the Wissahickon and the handmade cards that my boys craft with love.
My eldest son, who’s just entering his tween years, reluctantly draws a card filled with a few words and a sweet illustration. He leans in to give me a rare hug, a moment I treasure. Meanwhile, my 10-year-old presents me with a vibrant card, complete with a detailed drawing of me, complete with freckles and a cape, and a hug that lingers a bit longer, his fingers still marked by the blue of his markers.
As I glance at the last two cards, my heart swells. My younger boys, ages 7 and 4, throw their arms around me, their heads resting on my shoulders. They’re no longer babies, yet they will always be my little ones. I look at their cards, and tears spring to my eyes as I read the simple yet profound message: “I LOVE YOU, MOM.”
The innocence of their handwriting, with grips that are still learning to navigate the tools of expression, fills me with emotion.
It’s just before 8 AM, and I’m sitting among other kindergarten parents in the school chapel, waiting for our sons to arrive. I suspect I’m about to hear that song again. The lump in my throat grows as the chatter fades, and parents pull out their phones to capture the moment. Our boys enter, donned in various hats—chef hats, fireman hats, and even fezzes—waving excitedly as they take their places on stage.
When my son finally spots me, his familiar smile spreads across his face, and I wave back, blowing him a kiss. The tears threaten to spill as he begins to sing:
“I won’t grow up…I don’t want to go to school. Just to learn to be a parrot… And recite a silly rule.”
As I wipe away tears, I’m struck by the bittersweet nature of this moment—the joy mingled with the knowledge that such childhood exuberance is fleeting.
“Growing up means… It would be beneath my dignity to climb a tree… I’ll never grow up, never grow up, never grow up… Not me! Not I… Not me!”
I am moved not only by my son’s performance but by the realization that for some mothers, this Mother’s Day will be overshadowed by heartache. I think of those who have lost their children, like the brave mothers from Aurora, CO, and Newtown, CT. Their pain serves as a stark reminder of the fragility of life and the importance of cherishing each moment.
The performance ends, and as the applause fills the chapel, I quickly wipe away the last of my tears. I know my older boys are seated behind me, likely embarrassed by my emotional display.
This Mother’s Day, I will savor my breakfast, relish the fragrance of my flowers, and enjoy the feel of my new running shoes. I will embrace every moment spent with my children, aware that many mothers will not have that luxury this year. For all the mothers whose children will never grow up, and for those who cannot stand up, I will soak in every second of this day.
Wishing love, peace, and healing to all mothers this Mother’s Day.
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Summary
This heartfelt reflection on Mother’s Day captures the essence of motherhood through moments of joy and sorrow. It emphasizes the importance of cherishing every moment with children while recognizing the pain of those who have lost theirs.