Updated: July 27, 2023
Originally Published: October 24, 2005
For nearly a decade, I’ve navigated life as a type 1 diabetic, armed with my insulin pump and a slew of vials. My journey as an autoimmune warrior has been marked by determination and resilience, bolstered by a remarkable support network. Yet, despite all this, living with a chronic illness is undeniably tough. Here are five reasons why:
1. My Illness is Not Visible
Unless you spot the pager-sized device attached to my waistband and recognize it as an insulin pump, you likely wouldn’t know I’m living with diabetes. I don’t sport T-shirts that say “I’m sweet… literally,” nor does my medical ID bracelet scream urgency; it looks more like a stylish accessory than a vital piece of information for first responders. When my blood sugar levels fluctuate—soaring high or plummeting low—I often feel invisible. I strive not to be that friend who makes every minor ailment a dramatic episode, so I silently push through the challenges.
2. There are Misconceptions
I can’t count how many times I’ve heard, “My grandparent has diabetes, and they take pills!” or “Did you know my uncle lost a foot to diabetes?” Thank you for sharing those delightful stories. Type 1 diabetes, which I have, is an autoimmune condition that affects about 5% of diabetics, while the more common type 2 can often be managed with lifestyle changes. No, I didn’t bring this on myself by eating sugar, and I’d love for there to be a cure. But alas, I’m left hoping to keep my kidneys and eyesight intact for the long haul.
3. People Question My Choices
At holiday gatherings, I often hear, “Should you really eat that?” as I reach for a slice of pumpkin pie. “I bet you’re a diet soda person,” someone might assume. The truth? I despise diet soda (it tastes like mouthwash!), sugar-free Jell-O, and angel food cake. A simple online search could clear up many misconceptions about type 1 diabetes, so please let me savor my pie in peace.
4. The Weight of Responsibility
Living with diabetes is a constant balancing act. Every morsel of food I consume, my physical activity level, changes in weather, stress, sleep quality, and even my medical appointments—all of these factors can significantly impact my health and longevity. It’s a daunting responsibility that can lead to feelings of overwhelm and anxiety. It’s no surprise that many people with chronic illnesses face mental health challenges, as I must make deliberate and informed choices to stay healthy. And you thought reality TV had its own set of problems!
5. Outrageous Reactions from Others
Whenever someone learns about my diabetes, they often ask, “Do you have to give yourself shots?” When I explain that I usually use my insulin pump, the response is typically, “I could never do that!” If your choices were between a simple injection and a preventable death, I have faith you’d find the courage to make the right call. I appreciate the awe, but I’d rather keep my health challenges low-key. I already have enough on my plate.
Living with a chronic illness can feel overwhelming at times, yet there are bright spots. I’m fortunate to have supportive friends and family, and I remind myself daily that while diabetes is part of my life, it doesn’t define me. While type 1 diabetes will always present challenges, I’ll continue to fight and thrive.
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In conclusion, although managing a chronic disease like type 1 diabetes comes with its unique set of challenges, it’s essential to remember that I am more than my condition. With the right support and mindset, I can continue to navigate life with hope.