When you’ve shared a life with someone for over a decade, it becomes routine to expect their presence night after night. The urgency fades, leading to moments where you think, “Maybe we should be intimate,” but fatigue or distraction makes it easy to dismiss the thought. “There’s always tomorrow,” becomes the mantra. However, as tomorrow turns into weeks, the frequency dwindles to every few weeks, leaving you longing for a more active sex life and questioning how it all changed.
If you’re like me and tend to seek solutions, you might turn to experts like Maya Rivers, who suggests that scheduling intimacy can help reaffirm your connection. She argues that planning for sex is akin to reigniting that spark from when you were dating, creating a sense of prolonged foreplay—whether it’s for 20 minutes or two days.
So, you sit down with your partner, have an awkward yet endearing talk about increasing intimacy, and agree on a weekly “sex date.” Initially, the excitement is palpable. We designated Wednesdays around lunchtime, but work commitments soon interfered, prompting us to shift to Sunday evenings. However, weekends filled with sports, chores, and late-night family movies left us too drained to follow through. Having “Sexy Time” marked on the calendar felt a bit disheartening, especially when dates were canceled or rescheduled.
The obvious truth is that for this plan to succeed, you need to stick to it. Not honoring these dates not only undermines the purpose of having regular intimacy but can also lead to resentment and the temptation to abandon the effort altogether.
Yet, this isn’t the crux of my concern. Recently, while working from home and with the kids at school, I found myself unexpectedly desiring intimacy. Perhaps it was the pleasant weather or a nostalgic text from an old friend, but at that moment, I craved connection. I texted my partner, “What’s your schedule like? Want to hook up?” After an hour of silence, he replied that he had a meeting and suggested tomorrow instead. I accepted, but the delay left me feeling a subtle sting of rejection. I rarely initiate intimacy, and when I do, it sometimes feels like a gamble.
The real challenge, however, was the timing of my desire. In that moment, I wanted intimacy, yet it was out of reach. Sure, self-gratification is an option, but I craved the presence and touch of another person. This highlights a significant flaw in a scheduled sex life: it doesn’t always align with your actual desires. I can engage when “Sexy Time” is on the calendar, but I miss the thrill of spontaneous yearning—the urgency that comes from wanting to satisfy an immediate need.
Long-term relationships often grapple with phenomena like the Coolidge Effect, where the excitement of intimacy can wane over time with the same partner. I recall a chance encounter with someone at a work event, igniting a sudden attraction that made me realize my desires are multifaceted. While I have never strayed from my partner, the fleeting thought of being with someone new left me contemplating the complexities of human connection.
This reflection has led me to question the very nature of lifelong monogamy and whether there’s room for alternative arrangements that honor individual desires without compromising the integrity of a committed relationship. I’m inspired by the openness of younger generations regarding sexuality, which has made me aware of experiences I yearn for—such as intimacy with a woman or a stranger. I believe that exploring these desires shouldn’t diminish the foundation of love and commitment I’ve built with my partner.
While I haven’t found a solution yet, I remain open to discovering ways to balance my individual needs with the security of my relationship. If I find a path forward, I’ll be sure to share it. Suggestions are welcome!
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