I vividly recall the moment I learned I was expecting our second child. My son, just a mere 9 months old at that point, was happily occupied in his exersaucer. Our apartment was unusually tidy, and I was about to indulge in a delicious sesame bagel from my favorite deli. I had just enough time to throw on a dress before heading out for a job interview.
Then, as I suspected, the pregnancy test confirmed it: I was pregnant again. (Let’s just say this was not precisely in my plans.) As I walked to the interview for a job I would soon have to turn down (bedrest comes with pregnancy for me), I noticed the stark contrast in my neighborhood. Moms with single strollers were everywhere, and then there were those navigating double strollers.
The Single Stroller Mom
Take the mom with the single stroller. I was her just moments before. She looked put together, makeup flawless, hair styled, clad in skinny jeans, and sipping a hot latte. Parenting seemed manageable—after all, babies nap peacefully in strollers, right?
The Double Stroller Mom
Now, the mom with the double stroller? A different story altogether. She was wrestling with two (crying) kids, her stroller a chaotic mess of toys, sippy cups, and half-eaten snacks. Gone were the skinny jeans; she now wore yoga pants, her hair hastily tied back, and her drink? A sad, diluted iced coffee.
Fast forward a year, and I found myself in that same position. Yoga pants? Check. Ponytail? Check. Old coffee? Check. Goldfish crackers? I should probably own stock in that brand by now. You get the picture.
The Reality of Two or More Kids
Here’s the reality of having two or more kids: you are officially outnumbered. At every moment, there’s a different need—someone is sleeping, someone is awake. One child falls, another is hungry. Nap times? Forget it; now only one of them naps! You thought you’d enjoy a moment of peace while the sun shone—how naive! Instead, you’re attempting to maintain a tranquil atmosphere for the baby while your toddler engages in a delightful round of “Let’s Bang on Some Pots and Pans.”
Let me be clear: there are moments of pure bliss. Those sweet baby snuggles, the sound of little giggles, witnessing your children hold hands for the first time, and seeing your baby crawl toward her big brother—priceless moments.
But there are also times when it feels overwhelmingly difficult—like you’ve just run a marathon and then gotten kicked in the stomach. There are days when a good cry in the shower becomes a necessity.
A Shift in the Journey
However, after surviving the first year with two under two, I started to notice a shift. It wasn’t drastic, but a gentle change in the air. I began to leave the house in 20 minutes instead of the usual 45. I showered at night and even managed to wake up 15 minutes earlier to savor my coffee alone. My baby started to sleep better, and my toddler’s meltdowns eased up a bit. When friends offered support, I learned to accept it. Slowly but surely, things became a little more manageable.
Then one beautiful spring day, I took my youngest to the park while her older brother was in preschool. My daughter, then 18 months old, was playing alongside a little boy who snatched her piece of chalk. His mother, juggling a newborn, rushed over, and I immediately recognized that all-too-familiar look of exhaustion and overwhelm in her eyes.
“I’m so sorry,” she exclaimed, “He’s going through a non-sharing phase, and I’m losing my mind.” I asked how far apart her children were.
With a weary sigh, she replied, “18 months.”
I offered her a reassuring smile and said, “It gets easier, I promise.”
Additional Resources
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Conclusion
In summary, motherhood, particularly with two little ones, is a challenging yet rewarding journey. It’s filled with moments of chaos and joy, and while it may feel overwhelming at times, know that things will gradually improve.