I can still picture that moment vividly. I was in a lovely Catholic church, my lively 1-year-old son bouncing on my lap, trying to keep him entertained during a solemn wedding ceremony. To my left, a woman mentioned that her son would be starting kindergarten soon. I felt a twinge of envy.
I know it sounds harsh. My son was still such a little one. But those days felt endless. He was too young for many activities I had dreamed of sharing as a mother—art projects, trips to the park, and baseball games. I was grappling with the loss of my independence and wasn’t ready to embrace the reality of prioritizing someone else’s needs above my own. Admittedly, I felt a hint of resentment.
As I listened to the mother talk about her son embarking on his school journey that fall, I mentally calculated the years until my own little one would be in the same position. Four years seemed like an eternity—almost another lifetime.
Fast Forward to Today
We’ve navigated through those four years, with my child by my side nearly every day. It’s been a journey filled with unexpected joys and challenges. As kindergarten approaches, I find myself torn between excitement and nostalgia. This marks both the end of one chapter and the beginning of another.
While I empathize with other parents who get emotional at the thought of their kids starting school, I don’t quite share their sentiment completely. I know life will change; I’ll miss seeing my firstborn’s sweet smile during those long school hours, especially during the quiet moments we cherished together. Yet, alongside that sadness, there’s a growing sense of pride. As I look at his lanky arms and bright smile, I think, “We did it.”
Further Reading
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In Summary
The transition to kindergarten is a bittersweet moment for many parents. It signifies growth and change, evoking pride for the journey shared and sadness for the time passing. As our children embark on new adventures, we too must embrace the new chapters in our lives.