I never felt the pressure to have children until just a few months before my wedding. The moment I held my niece for the first time, a wave of expectations flooded in. Suddenly, it seemed everyone was asking, “When are you going to have kids?” I had no idea what I was stepping into. While I often smile and provide a rehearsed response, there are so many things I wish I could say. Here are nine thoughts for those who persistently inquire about my family planning:
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To My Cherished Family and Friends
Please stop asking when I will bless you with a grandchild or a new niece or nephew. I appreciate your excitement—I share it! I fantasize about the day I can surprise you with wonderful news about a pregnancy. However, every time I see you, I feel like I need to concoct an excuse for why I’m not pregnant yet. Holding your children makes me reflect on my own aspirations for parenthood, and while your comments come from a place of love, they often leave me feeling inadequate. -
To Those Who Assume I Prioritize My Career Over Kids
Every day I go to work, I’m investing in a future that includes family. I’m not avoiding having children; rather, I’m working hard to provide for them. Raising kids is expensive, and my job allows me to save up for that dream. While it’s true that many women face this choice, I am focused on my unique journey. -
To Those Who Say ‘You’re Too Old’ or ‘Your Biological Clock Is Ticking’
Thank you for your concern about my reproductive timeline. Your comments have led me to search things like, “Is 27 too old for my first baby?” I assure you, I’ve had in-depth discussions with my doctor, and both my biological clock and I are in good shape. -
To Those Who Demand Explanations
I often think of you, especially when heading to social gatherings. I prepare for your questions, bracing myself for inquiries like, “When will you have kids?” I’ve offered various reasons, such as “We’re waiting until my partner finishes school” or “We want to save more money.” Even blunt truths like “I’m on birth control, and it’s not changing anytime soon” haven’t sufficed. Please recognize that I may not even know my own timeline. -
To Those Who Call Me Selfish
Sometimes, I agree with you. I am self-interested for wanting my husband to focus on school rather than juggling multiple jobs just for me to have a baby. I’m also selfish for wanting to build a solid financial foundation before welcoming a child. Is there anything else you’d like to critique? -
To Those Who Say I Should Have Kids Because It’s Trendy
I remember my mother’s wise words: “If everyone else jumped off a cliff, would you?” It’s a good thing social media didn’t exist back then, or I might have been tempted to follow the crowd. While those adorable Instagram baby photos are charming, I choose to wait for what feels right for me. -
To Those Who Think I’m Failing
There are nights when I lie awake, feeling like a failure. I hope that when I finally hold my child, I won’t feel like I’ve failed by wanting the best for them. Just because I’m not trying for a baby right now doesn’t mean I don’t think daily about what’s best for my future children. -
To Those Who Struggle to Find Topics of Conversation
Please, ask me about my aspirations, my recent travels, my job, or even my favorite meals. Anything other than questions about when I plan to have kids will do. -
To Those Who Don’t Understand
I’m not dealing with infertility at the moment. My heart goes out to those who are. Frankly, I have no idea if I can have children since I’ve never attempted. However, every time that dreaded question arises, it brings tears and discomfort. I long to be a mom; it’s a dream I hold dear. For the sake of women like me who aspire to motherhood, please be considerate with your words. You never know what someone may be going through.
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In summary, while the question about having children is often posed with good intentions, it can carry emotional weight that many may not fully understand. It’s essential to approach this topic with sensitivity, as everyone’s journey is unique.